Speechless!

the infinite dream∞

Sun, 26 May 2013 05:03:05 -0400

This is my official blog, actually. Go there if you want but it’s in Indonesian and doesn’t post about the secret sides on me, hahahah. I’m now getting bored with blogger so, I stay here, tumblr-ing!

what kind of situation am I in now?

Sun, 26 May 2013 04:57:20 -0400

Yesterday I just found his twitter account. That was very very inadverted. When I was strongly in love with him, I strongly wished that he had a twitter acc so I could stalk him all the time. But he didn’t. Now he does.

I typed his friend’s username. It’s locked but strangely I could read some of his friend’s tweet (now I’m fear that could happen to me too). Then I saw his tweets there, just a few, but it might be so priceless :p.

Fear of losing his acc because he will immediately lock it, I captured all of his tweets. I have a plan to show them to my friends later. Haha-_-.

I guess he made the acc last weeks and til now there are just 23 tweets. After reading (or stalking -_-) his timeline I know that he’s not like I always think (or wish-_-). He is…………… ugh, I can’t describe.

I can be the best in all subjects at school. I can reach all achievement that I want, but I still can not guess and understand boy’s mind. It’s too complicated or I was born not to do that. Hell-yah, whatever.

Little Malaysian Girl.

Sat, 25 May 2013 02:52:38 -0400

I have new friends at school and they’re Malaysian. They’re siblings, a sisterhood. The younger is.. let’s call her, Ina (disguised name). Ina is in the same grade with my sister, Halida. She uses make up kits, they’re powder, foundation and BB cream. In my school, there’s no girl who wears any makeup, eventhough it’s just some powder. No, we don’t.

Ina is a friendly girl, she adapts faster than her older sis. She loves to joke and chat. I love being her friend. Til she fell in love with my ex-crush.

I supported her feelings as far as I could. Because, I don’t care of this problem anymore, at all. She said, this boy is awesome, and kece. I agreed with that, but now, I don’t.

But that doesn’t last long. She gave up, because of some thing. Now she loves a boy who is 6 day younger than her, hehe. The boy is babyfaced enough, I think. Very contrast with hers. Hehe.

We're Never Ever Ever Getting Back Together :)

Sat, 25 May 2013 02:37:58 -0400

I was sure he loved me, but he didn’t. I had heartbreak. It kills my day. I was so shy (in negative meaning) everytime I met him.

I.. just.. hate.. how love could be our backstabber, when we strongly feel and admire it.

“Don’t love too much, it will kill you so much.”

I agree. Then, I listen to Taylor Swift’s We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together. If I could, I would throw this song to his face. No, I’m JK. I don’t hate him. We’re in same school, and same grade. I don’t wanna give a hatred for anyone. And he wasn’t wrong. Loving me back, or not, are 100% his choices. I honor it, eventhough my heart was broken.

Oh, I hate to write a melancholic like this, it sounds like I’m the most pathetic person in the world. Ah-ya, whatever. I love him as a friend. We’re friend, so that We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together.

I'm so Inconsistant

Sat, 25 May 2013 02:23:48 -0400

Hello, Tumblr.

It’s been almost a year since the last post in this blog. I hate the fact that I could be so inconsistant. I can’t be like people who faithfully enjoy with their only one blog, for years, so that their blog known and be so popular.

I made this nashaniara account on Tumblr, on August 13th, 2011. Now, this blog has over 1264 viewer, if the counter was right.

Yes a year ago, I really loved Tumblr, I loved the theme (created by the master, Stijn) this is the best theme that I ever use. I loved Tumblr, somehow because its unique feature. In Tumblr, I don’t have to gain many comments and it’s fun to reblog many awesome cinematograph or graphics when I’m bored and have nothing to post.

But I leave Tumblr because my posts become so untidy and unlabeled. But it saves my memories when I was in second grade. Opening your blog’s older page is just like reading your older diary. Hehe.

So, now, without any promises, I’m back to you, my Tumblr. I really miss you these months. Fortunately, I don’t forget the password.

Nashaniara :)

Mentionan di Twitter

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 09:52:09 -0400

@1DyaraRZ : hai nanas! @nshzhr
@nshzhr : @1DyaraRZ hai radith *alay
@1DyaraRZ : @nshzhrSaaaaaaayyyaaaa paallllliiiingggg engggaaaaak ssssuukaaaaa dijuluki iiiiitttuuuu NNNNAAAASSSS!!!
@nshzhr : @1DyaraRZ tau, maka darinya.
*gak dibales* *gak mentionan lagi*
Note, kata "radith" adalah alergi bagi @1DyaraRZ. Drama ya. Tapi ampuh loh. Oke sekian.

Hello $'o'$

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 09:43:22 -0400

Tadi di twitter, lagi rame hashtag #15LaguGueBanget. Nah karena skarang aku lagi bosen dan takut ngespam mending isi twitnya dipindahin ke sini ya. Check it out :)

1. Taylor Swift - Ours
2. Cody Simpson - Summertime
3. Bruno Mars - Count On Me
4. Taylor Swift - Enchanted
5. Taylor Swift - The Story of Us
6. Greyson Chance - Home Is in Your Eyes
7. Justin Bieber - U smile
8. Christina Perri - A Thousand Years
9. Justin Bieber - Stuck in The Moment
10. Lenka - Two
11. Mocca - The Best Thing
12. One Direction - Everything About You
13. Taylor Swift - Mine
14. One Direction - Stole My Heart
15. Colbie Calliat - Bubbly

Itulah #15LaguGueBanget. Sebenernya enggak 100% akurat juga sih, JSF. Urutannya juga acak. Abisnya 15 kan banyak banget(kenapa enggak 16 coba? *eh*). Semua lagu di atas enak didengerin dan liriknya juga keren, makanya jadi ‘GueBanget’. Recomended ya :D

Neave (GIMANA CARA BACANYA?)

Wed, 22 Aug 2012 09:38:39 -0400

HOLA! Tadi webcaman via neave.com. Udah lama enggak webcaman yah.. Malem-malem pula. Jadinya kayak gini deh, gelap. Tapi lumayan lah efek-efeknya. Kalo mau coba aja. Yang paling interesting itu di sini sharingnya gampang banget, dan bisa ke twitter/facebook. Kalo akusih milih twitter aja, secara facebook udah gimana ya.. I don’t feel comfort there *ehcurcol :D

N for Nice, N for Narsis (?).

Ini bukan iluminati walau 6 itu angka saya. Terinspirasi infinity ring yang lagi tren itu loh.

Pretended I was a fish. LOL.

Udah segitu aja foto-fotonya. Yah lumayan ya. Silakan dicoba sendiri. OYA, jangan lupa follow twitter saya di @nshzhr. Saya mah baik dan gak sombong, setiap followers di follback kok. OK? OK?

Ya udah ya.. Bye! Have a nice day. :D

Curcol Aja Lah Ya.

Sat, 28 Jul 2012 04:34:34 -0400

Ih kesel banget tau gak sih. Sekarang kita makin jarang pulang ke rumah karena di asrama, diadain program gak pulang satu bulan. Jadi tuh, hari Jumat, Sabtu, Minggu yang harusnya kita weekend di rumah, malah stuck terus di asrama. Memang sih waktu luang yang banyak banget itu enggak kita buang begitu aja karena di asrama enggak ada apa apa. Tapi diisi dengan kegiatan-kegiatan yang disusun dan dihandle oleh orang tua. Tapi tetep aja kegiatan-kegiatan itu pointless banget, enggak seru dan kadang malah enggak ada, salah jadwal. Jadi enggak ada bedanya kita kalo di rumah katanya enggak produktif cuma males-malesan, di asrama malah lebih. Sumpah deh, udah mah enggak boleh jajan (cuma Sabtu), enggak ada hape, enggak ada lagu, enggak ada internet (ke warnet pun dilarang), yang ada cuma baca Quran aja terus.

Sabar.. lagi puasa… *tarik nafas*

Itulah kenapa blog ini juga udah jarang kutengok dan ku isi. Mana di rumah hot spot minta ditendang -___-, pulsa modem cuma diisi sekali pas beli (sekarang tuh modem lemot karatan di mana tau), dan bisa online cuma lewat BB Ayah. Iya, emang menyedihkan. Kalau diibaratin rumah, mungkin blog ini udah kayak rumah-rumah yang sepuluh tahun ditinggalin. Bayangin ya. Ilalang di mana-mana, atap bocor, cat pudar, gitu deh.

Jarang-jarang ya, aku ngomel gini di blog. Peduli amat ah. Nobody wants to visit this anymore *eh

Banyak hal yang kulewati, yang berkesan, akhirnya enggak kuposting di sini. Sebenernya banyak juga event kayak Wisuda Tahfidz kemarin dan liburan yang enggak terabadikan dengan foto sama sekali. Nyesek banget enggak sih? Yah, karena kamera satu-satunya keluargaku, pocket, cuma 5 mega, pake batunya batu batere lagi, udah dari aku kelas 2 SD, hilang. Udah sejak setahun lalu aku obsesi, jatuh cinta, naksir berat sama si warna-warni DSLR Pentax k-r. Yang ku mau, warna bodynya putih, lensanya putih tapi gripnya biru tua. Jarang banget kan ada orang yang punya DSLR warna-warni, hehe. Buat harganya, 5,9 jutaan (gak tau cuma body atau udah sama lensa). Aku enggak tau persis harga itu pantes atau enggak buat ukuran DSLR pemula, tapi kalau dilihat dari fitur dan testimoni orang-orang sih, mungkin harga segitu bisa diterima ya.

Sebenernya banyak orang pakai Canon atau Nikon, kan. Dan Pentax enggak terlalu dikenal. Tapi aku emang udah maunya sama yang ini.. Be myself sajalah~

JADI, semoga sebelum November ini, Ayah mau beliin, AMIN. Karena November dst pasti sekolah bakal ngadain banyak acara, tahun lalu aja ke Jogja dan Desember udah mau ada wisuda tahfiz lagi (sekarang bukan cuma aku, tapi Halida juga bakal wisuda looh). Jadi mungkin nanti, DSLR buat keluarga kita bisa jadi kebutuhan. Yah, WALAUPUN kita tahu, sebenernya urusan kamera ini enggak penting-penting banget sih..

Udahlah, udah terlalu out of the topic. Namanya juga curcol, apa aja gue ceritain deh di sini. Buat yang baca, semoga curcolan gaje ini ngasih kalian manfaat ya… walau cuma dikiiit aja. Biar ada baiknya dikit gitu.

Oh ya, aku belum ngucapin ya.. Ramadhan sudah melewati hari ketujuh.. Selamat istiqomah puasa buat teman-teman, maksimalkan waktu-waktu kalian di bulan yang penuh obral pahala ini dengan banyak ibadah (kalau aku paling suka sedekah, tadarus dan shalat dhuha *modus pengin kaya). FYI sekitar sepuluh hari terakhir Ramadhan nanti, seperti tahun sebelumnya, sekolahku bakal ngadain itikaf lagi (wajibnya 5 hari). Yah, cepetan itikaf deh, biar enggak KBM terus, dan Lebaran cepat datang! Hehehe.

Oke, bye.

LOVE YA SO MUCH, FRIENDS! :)

READ!

Tue, 10 Jul 2012 12:01:32 -0400

Sometimes I get confuse why do almost every teenagers become too over-exited when they are in love. But yeah I’m not confuse in that stuff. I know how it feels when you’re falling…. I mean in love (I’m normal). It’s about what they do to show their love. If you love, like, admire someone’s personality, face, achievment, etc (or whatever), it doesn’t mean that you have yelling to show the world that you do, does it?
We still have to control our mind, to not to fall too hard. Hahah. Because in teenage, love is just an unimportant small part. There are many things to do and to think, besides only love, that make our future life succes. The true love will come, not now ;) So we can live our teenage life happily (love problems have never been easy, it’s better to leave them)! Ok?
I post it especially for somebody there. Hope that you’ve got the reason.

Nasiha xx

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Sat, 12 May 2012 20:40:01 -0400

Aku optimis semua ini akan ada akhirnya :)

Sat, 05 May 2012 21:51:14 -0400

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Sat, 05 May 2012 08:34:36 -0400

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Sat, 05 May 2012 08:33:16 -0400

I adore the one who made it.

Sat, 05 May 2012 08:29:46 -0400

I adore the one who made it.

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Sat, 05 May 2012 08:26:30 -0400

niallships-dontlie: Finally! The pin-necklace thing...

Sat, 05 May 2012 07:21:28 -0400

niallships-dontlie:

Finally! The pin-necklace thing arrived!

See I had ordered the Hunger Games trilogy + mockingjay pin for $21, from my brother’s book order.

They were out of stock so they added that tribute guide for free as an apology for the delay…

and although this piece of jewelry isn’t the actual pin, the necklace is still nice :3

And now my package is complete! After AP exams, I shall hide in my room and readdddddd.

The last one *From Mockingjay

Sat, 05 May 2012 07:21:20 -0400

Peeta: You love me, real or not real?
You: OH GOD, ANSWER REAL, ANSWER REAAL!!!
Katniss: ... Real. :) <3

Every time I see someone reading Mockingjay who isn't crying, I check and see that they're only a few pages in. All I can think is "Just wait"

Sat, 05 May 2012 07:20:12 -0400

This girl..

Fri, 04 May 2012 19:03:12 -0400

This girl..

Speechless!

the infinite dream∞

what kind of situation am I in now?

Little Malaysian Girl.

We're Never Ever Ever Getting Back Together :)

I'm so Inconsistant

Mentionan di Twitter

Hello *\('o'*\)

Neave (GIMANA CARA BACANYA?)

Curcol Aja Lah Ya.

READ!

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Aku optimis semua ini akan ada akhirnya :)

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I adore the one who made it.

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niallships-dontlie: Finally! The pin-necklace thing...

The last one *From Mockingjay

Every time I see someone reading Mockingjay who isn't crying, I check and see that they're only a few pages in. All I can think is "Just wait"

This girl..

Hello \('o'\)